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I hate myself for being careless. Hate myself in how i handle things or how i do things. Maybe I am just me. i do not know how to hide or so. I just speak or act accordingly. Cos this is just me.

I feel sad when I can't get things right. I feel sad when I cannot even perform a simple task or duty as a girlfriend for you. You mention that whatever I say matters a lot to you. But do you know whatever you say matters a lot to me as well.

I really cannot tell you how important or how much you are to me for now. Just that I can be sure that I know I found the one. That's why i get even more pissed and angry with myself when I make you angry. Sorry.