lost?

I guess we are both lost.
I find it a joke to know that both of us are lost after so long.
I am not being sarcastic but I really feel so.

Actually, even before we start, I already know the differences between us.
It is really too easy to fall in love. But to really get out of it would be very hard.

Been asking myself, is my expectations of a boyfriend too high that it is not achievable? If that is really the case then perhaps like what I used to say last time. I should be better off single instead of giving people problems once a while. Nobody owe me a living to keep accomodating to me. Even if he/ she is willing to accomodate, how long will it be? 1 mth, 2 mth, 1/2 a yr, 1 yr? or 30 yrs? Hahahaa...

I think the main issue is we are two very different kind of person. In terms of social life. You are too wild for me to handle I would say. No doubt, I am a curious person and that's leads to me thinking how are things like before me. How havoc will you? It is easy to say please ignore it, this is the real me now. But come on, how many of us can really ignore?

I do not know what the future holds. I know i will be sad if i lose you. But I know this cannot go on. I feel it is important to lead a life of ours and no more your life and my life because i am looking at the future.

But if you are losing yourself because of me, then perhaps it is time to set yourself free.

I do not want to regret, read this when you have the time. http://berngrace.blogspot.com/